This painting is a healing, teaching painting with many aspects. From the outset I decided I wanted to release the pain from childhood events that were holding me back and bring to myself an understanding of where I am at with my journey at this present time. For me it was a necessity to release the energy that was holding me back from achieving my goals with my life’s work.
After painting the first layer I realized I had been carrying a lot of pain from an event that happened shortly after I incarnated this time and it was now coming forward to be released. You will see that one way you can see me with my head bowed and in a state of sadness and fear, with the monster looming up over me and an arm reaching forward ripping my heart out of my chest. By turning it around the right way you can then see the “Spiritual Warrior” who has stepped forward now after the release of the fear and pain. She is the gift that I have been shown I now possess as part of me. Through the pain I experienced I now have the insight to be able to help others with understanding their pain and how to rid themselves of the thing that is holding them back from enjoying a fulfilling life. The energy that has been trapped throughout these experiences has stayed with those events therefore we are not able to utilize our full capacity. |
Where the bowed head is located is also the eyes and third eye position of the warrior woman which says to me that I now have the vision and insight which is the gift from the pain suffered. The blue at the mouth says that this gift can be utilized through communication of that spiritual vision. The heart that was ripped out is perched at my crown which implies to me that my heart has now been transformed to a higher level of vibration.
Incorporated in this painting is also the beautiful spirit of my spaniel Tilly who has been with me twice this lifetime, obviously as a protector and friend. I recognized that the blue and green drop which is traveling toward the portal is a tear drop; I suppose this denotes that I am missing my natural home in the stars. The colours being blue and green are communication and harmony. The star at the bottom shows itself as passion and harmony. As well as these things I see the little duck that had a gammy leg that came to me when we lived in the country, she was my pet. Then to the right of the warrior is the swan I was shown that I am. A couple of years ago I had a healing when I was very depressed and saw myself as a tiny black being on the back of a beautiful swan. The swan carried me to the edge of the lake where a beautiful female being was bending down to the water. She put her arm into the water and the swan melted into her became her. I was taken by this lady into a forest where in the clearing stood a big mirror and she told me to look into it. Following her instructions I was amazed to find that the reflection that stared back at me was this beautiful woman.
So you see that from pain comes the understanding and the release of that pain brings you the truth of how far you have come. This process is a powerful tool which can be used time and again to clear anything that is holding you back from being who you truly are.
This type of painting whilst showing us how special and unique we are and how creative we truly are is also a healing tool.
It is my PASSION to be able to teach these things to others and help them to find themselves. It is truly a privilege to be able to share what I have come to understand happens with these paintings and how a person can heal them self. It is by going within communicating with their inner self and asking that aspect what it needs for you to be able to experience the healing. We need to remember that we have the answer to our healing within us.
Marnee 2005
Incorporated in this painting is also the beautiful spirit of my spaniel Tilly who has been with me twice this lifetime, obviously as a protector and friend. I recognized that the blue and green drop which is traveling toward the portal is a tear drop; I suppose this denotes that I am missing my natural home in the stars. The colours being blue and green are communication and harmony. The star at the bottom shows itself as passion and harmony. As well as these things I see the little duck that had a gammy leg that came to me when we lived in the country, she was my pet. Then to the right of the warrior is the swan I was shown that I am. A couple of years ago I had a healing when I was very depressed and saw myself as a tiny black being on the back of a beautiful swan. The swan carried me to the edge of the lake where a beautiful female being was bending down to the water. She put her arm into the water and the swan melted into her became her. I was taken by this lady into a forest where in the clearing stood a big mirror and she told me to look into it. Following her instructions I was amazed to find that the reflection that stared back at me was this beautiful woman.
So you see that from pain comes the understanding and the release of that pain brings you the truth of how far you have come. This process is a powerful tool which can be used time and again to clear anything that is holding you back from being who you truly are.
This type of painting whilst showing us how special and unique we are and how creative we truly are is also a healing tool.
It is my PASSION to be able to teach these things to others and help them to find themselves. It is truly a privilege to be able to share what I have come to understand happens with these paintings and how a person can heal them self. It is by going within communicating with their inner self and asking that aspect what it needs for you to be able to experience the healing. We need to remember that we have the answer to our healing within us.
Marnee 2005